List of events/experiences to eventually write about

It is starting to get late where I live and although I would like to write more tonight, I feel it would be best to wait until at least tomorrow when I am more rested. I would like a bit more cognitive fortitude and be able to articulate my experiences better. However, I would like to put down a list of topics to eventually write about while the ideas are still floating in my head.

1. Preferably a thorough and comprehensive list of all the substances I've used and abused (several dozens). At least I would like to write these in prioritized order:

• Nitrous oxide (laughing gas/whip-its)

• Dextromethorphan (DXM/cough syrup)

• Alcohol

• LSD

• Mushrooms

2. My episode(s) of mania and psychosis (as a result of nitrous oxide abuse)

3. My two arrests (especially the first one which involves being tased several times)

4. Involvement in mental health court

5. Struggles with mental health; suicidal ideation and suicide attempt

6. Losing my job and nursing license

7. Journey into recovery/sobriety

8. Physical health impacts of nitrous oxide abuse (nerve damage)