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CONFESSIONS FROM A DANGEROUS MIND

Descent Into Madness

My story of tightrope walking a thin line between sanity and insanity involving substance abuse and mental illness.

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New Site

I now have a paid site that I will be posting on although I might still make duplicate posts here as well. The new site is befittingly at...

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I wasn't going to post today because I am feeling sore and exhausted from walking 4 miles yesterday and moving on Friday, but I saw that...

Today was a good day

I've had a good day and feel motivated, so I figured I would work on my goal of writing more posts. I am going to make this a short post...

Settling In

Hello everyone, I apologize for the lack of posts, March was a difficult month for me. Unfortunately I was terminated from mental health...

I don't know / far-off rambling

Well I've been sitting or laying in my apartment being useless instead of doing the pro-social activities conducive to recovery and...

Living in a distorted reality

Well I wasn’t planning on writing today because I have felt extremely anxious all day with how this next week is going to go down. I am...

First hints of mania and psychosis

Well I suppose that I should write about some of the initial consequences from the abuse of nitrous oxide, especially during the last...

Surrender

This post is a continuance of the previous post and captivates the overall theme from yesterday in court as well as the discussion in my...

Some amount of hope

Good afternoon everyone. After my court date yesterday, I am feeling better and more hopeful than I was a few days ago. I really...

Fucking Up

Hey everyone, I am writing this post to say that I've been fucking up recently. I drank on 02/13/22 and then had a positive UA on 2/14....

Goals

I suppose that I'll cap off this evening with a short list of some of my goals that I am looking to accomplish: Short term: 1) Continue...

My recovery

I’ve been doing a little thinking today and came to the conclusion that it would be better to start with the current situation and then...

Disappointed with myself

This isn't history or previous personal based, but it is keeping me awake and because one of the reasons I started this blog was to...

My first foray into substance use

Although my struggles with my mental health preceded the start of my substance use and subsequent substance abuse, I figure that this...

Introduction

Substance Abuse, Mental Health, Dual diagnosis

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